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2008年11月23日星期日

Reality Show

American Next Top Model, Survivors, The Amazing Race, Bachelor, Average Joe, Beauty and the Greek, Hell Kitchen, The Project Runway, The Apprentice...all is my favourite reality show. I like to watch reality show since Survivor 1 that showed in TV. What a damn good show and im so excited to see them how to get their rewards by using their strategy and principal as well as their own knowledges.
But not everyone by my side or support what i said just now. Who is she? She is my english teacher. She totally disagree my statement in the class. She non-stop to asking me using strategy is what a dirty idea to expel member out of the competition. Will you sucess if we dont use our strategy to chase our chance in this society? im not think so... A lot of competitors will be come out in this society for couple of years. If we dont dare to get back what we want... I am sure you will not successful in the world or even in your entire life. I think my lecturer missunderstood what i want to express in the class. Strategy...Clean or Dirty is depand how you think. Someone uses a dirty idea to obtain their opportunity whereas the other one uses clean strategy to get a promotion. Thus, no one can say that someone is wrong or right. Just using your own perception to judge them whether she or he is a good or bad person.
Someone like watching The Apprentice, sure you will figure out a winner not only use their knowledge, they also use networking and how dare are they to express their idea in front of the judeges or the client... Dont ever losing your chance... Talk whatever you want to talk with your own point. Dont be so shy and timid to express yourself in the horror society. Otherwise, you will be expelled in this competition.

好芯情?


很多人问我...怎么我的部落格所写的都是灰暗的故事, 没有一点儿开怀的事件与大家分享. 如果大提是"好芯情, 应该是写些自己认为开心的事啊!!!我应该怎么回答大家呢....虽然我不是很有经验写部落格, 但我希望把我所想的统统写出来与大家分享. 认同与否已经不再重要了. 我是个很难用语言表达出来的女生. 也只有用写的. 那当然我希望大家喜欢我所写的. 呵..对了.为了解开大家的疑问...好芯情的大提目的芯而不是心, 是因为芯是我的名字哦....get it? everyone ...hai, arrigatou..

人生的一本好剧本...


所为人生如戏, 戏如人生. 我们都是人生剧本里面的演员. 我们很难控制人生剧本的故事, 命运就是我们的剧本, 我们可以打破命运吗? 但是编导和导演是演员的剧本,演员的命运, 他们能够把演员的故事发挥的淋漓尽致. 刘德华, 梁朝伟就是好例子. 他们能从剧本里做个好好的表演者. 而我们也可以从命运中做好一位真真我们想要的表演者, 但不是给命运卡住我们的希望.


2008年11月16日星期日

梦非梦

梦, 人人都有. 但不是人人喜欢发...你们要搞清楚, 是发梦而不是发白日梦...有分别哦!!
有人认定在睡觉时发梦, 会引起睡眠不足. 因为脑袋没有得到休息, 大脑的思维还在忙碌中, 所以第二天早上会令人有点累. 我反而喜欢发梦, 因为只有在梦中我才可以实现我的梦想, 是一些无法在真实的社会中实现. 请别把我当做失败者, 逃避现实者, 过分0% 勇敢者. 当你遇到一些事情只有在天马行空的梦幻里一一的实现你所要的...你也一样沉醉于中.
当英勇武者, 舍己救人...与贼同行....遇见我要见的人(不是神怪物)...爱上了梦里的贼...等等的梦. 这些就是我的梦, 是我的电影世界. 但是, 控制自我, 是无可避免的...千万别盲目性沉醉于中.

2008年10月1日星期三

Celebration for Ur Convocation

Mos Koh, Phoebe Lim, Louise Tan, Liew Li Ching and Christina Yeong. Happy Graduation to all of U..My friends. Hope you gals and guys enjoying ur big day at University of Norhtern Malaysia in 19th octorber 2008.

希望

人只要有希望,
就不会有失望,
职业要有展望,
人生就不会两头望望.

2008年9月15日星期一

Microeconomics...Wanna study back..Killing me ..

Is killing me to study back the Microeconomics subject. Due to my sister need someone to do the assignment, I have to learn back..What the hell?....I had been returned the economic knowledge to my lecturers...

Anyway, I have to lend my hand to my sister. No choice..Learning to catch back the knowledge. It is for my own good as well. Just give me some time to study 280 pages.



林峯 - 愛不疚

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=voccvFsW5Bo

2008年9月14日星期日

中秋节快乐..

献给你们...中秋节快乐

家好月圆庆中秋..

追追追...我蛮喜欢看唐心风暴之家好月圆..荷妈, JOE 饱, 阿卡, 阿好, 阿月, 阿圆, 阿庆, 阿中, 阿秋/心, 嘉美, SA 姨, 信, KELVIN, 甘老太, 红姨...

家庭乐带动人心, 中秋的文化也使到华人的下一带更认识, 更了解中秋的重要性. 但戏剧中往往有一班令人痛恨到发紫,挑拨离间的人...而我就不喜欢SA姨嘴JIOJIO 啦. 很烦躁...

还有还有..于素秋, 甘永好, 凌至信的三角恋...让人"烦烦烦"..有没有都无所谓..

活在戏


做演員好,隨風飄蕩,接了戲便活在戲.

時間人物地點都寫在rundown上,

性格遭遇愛誰恨誰住那往那一早已被安排好,

你只需要等,所有事都會如期發生.

那份被動,對於我來說,

有着莫名的安全感.


from 杜文澤 and 從新認識自己's Blog

2008年9月1日星期一

Worth it or ...

Working working and working ...Non-stop working in our entire life.. what we want to get..what for we want to get...just only for survive...for satisfying our want to make us happy...is important in our life?...just only u and the god know what u do it..effort effort to make money..I dun want let u all down...promise to my family, to my friends, to my future..please..god bless me...i will get it finally..

Merdeka day...National day 31/08/2008

Happy Merdeka day to all Malaysian.."MUAK"

2008年8月10日星期日

改变自己

因為我們已很習慣了上班打卡等薪水的日子
但又常抱怨超時的工作 微薄的薪水 及老闆的臉色
一晃過了許多年 卻抱怨如故
唯一的原因是”害怕改變” 因為害怕失敗
有句名言“害怕損失將付出更大代價”
想想確實沒錯
如果您跟我一樣
想有更多錢可自由支配
想有更豐富的生活品質
想有更多的時間陪家人
重要的是您”願意改變”
不改變, 眼前的風景不會有任何變化甚至於退色
如果您願意改變, 眼前的風景肯定不同

失落的影子

曾几何时有人问我, 妳为什么喜欢他. 当时我不知该怎样用一个最完美的故事情节告知她, 只好一笑而过. 这是对我对她最好的答案吧! 中间包含着一件怎样的故事, 恐怕只有我知道. 他? 几乎无动于衷. 隔着污浊的空气跟他沟通, 我本不以为异, 然而看不到他的表情, 这是个对我有很大的失落感, 我还能做些什么呢? 只有默默无闻地等待他的影子, 才能把我的失落感给予融化. 刚踏入社会的半路, 我曾在边缘中挣扎, 曾经在少女期间令我讨厌到发指的他, 一夜之间他的灵魂就像把我的心房给打开了, 由恶变爱. 我心里反复的想..他有什么好呢, 越多人喜欢, 我越讨厌. 列昂纳多.达.芬奇有一句引言: "许多人故意制造假象和虚假的奇迹,来欺骗愚昧的大众." 而我已足渐成为其中一为愚昧的大众了. 而他也有本身的本领和智慧. 人生的感情起起落落, 你能把最美好的时光留住吗? 还是像风筝一样把他放了. 开心与不开心只有自己感受吧. 曾经向上帝许愿把他留住在我身边, 好与坏一起面对, 但是可以吗? 他知道吗?

2008年8月6日星期三

达.芬奇密码 Dan Brown The Da Vinci Code

曾几何时很想买一本畅销书----Da Vinci Code. 一本引人入胜, 合适一些对热爱探究历史和喜爱悬念小说的人. 很多书评人纷纷介绍这本值得一看的书. 因为时间的关系, 所以忍痛不买. 昨天姐姐不知从何得来的这本书, 我非常的踊跃地把这本书先占为己有, 先堵为快. 真的不出所料, 达.芬奇密码让我爱不释手. 里面的内容把我深深地给吸引住. 卢浮宫,牛顿墓, 岩间圣母, 蒙娜丽痧等等....可让我大开眼界. 你们不妨看看吧...不要找借口哦...我也是没时间, 但只要每天抛出一点点时间, 一定能把它完成. 加油咯!!!

2008年8月4日星期一

Unforgetable moment


What a unforgetable moment with Yuen Leng last sunday....no word can say, she is my best friend in my entire life and of course i wish to keep our relationship forever. I am so glad to share our working exprience togather, no matter good and bad incidents....just express our unhappy and happy feel. Yuen Leng, V Lih and I encourted same destiny....haha...what a coincidence...We hope to kick the guys ass...far away from us..Dont want to see them anymore.By the way, me and Yuen Leng went to Perak-Malaysia Japanese Friendship Society to get some information..So long time no touch Japanese already..Hope to study back the language. Is good to improve myself and can recognize a lot of friends over there who have same interest. However, i need to plan my schedule again. Hope i can do it. Ganbatteh Kudasai...

2008年8月3日星期日

等待


等待是一件痛不欲生的事, 如果不懂的放开,可以让你致于死地....天天夜夜地等待一件你我也无法确定何时何地到来的一件真正属于我的东西. 我真的要等待吗? 年龄的避进, 使我无法不面对现实的残酷. 一天一天的等待, 以后又是一件怎样的局面. 而我又变成一个怎样的人. 是好是坏....只掌握在我手中, 还是听天由命. 我等待的东西何时才到呢!!

2008年8月2日星期六

Hoping back to the future....


Future...what am i wannna to say future is far away from me. From now on, i still have no idea what my future is. Indeed, you will not believe that you have no time to say what is your future...is not belong to you anymore due to the age that you belong right now. 27 is not a teenager anymore...what is your mama and grandma said: 'to be mama if u luckily". Of course, this is old generation's belief. However, i do not care about it as long as i am single and no burden. I just want to explore myself in different kind of ways, to gain much more experiences......


Starting to find my future? A thousand century given to me, i still cant figure out the exactly what i want. No doubt to say that i really do not like and enjoy my current job. Maybe the system and management of the company make me suck, maybe the company will be moved to the new place, maybe the person that i hate it, maybe i do not like their attitude towards on their work, maybe i really do not like the job anymore (too general, not suit what i study before- I am sure that SPM stdents able to handle my job). Some people encourage me to jump, some people encourage me to stay. Bilibala, bilibala......Headache....


Finally, I typed my resignation letter already yesterday. However, i still have no hand it out to my blaster boss. What i want to say in front of him...no words... Will i accept the other job that same as job spesification as the current one? How about i want to apply the working holiday programme? Am i getting change after joined the programme? What am i going to do that?


2008年7月25日星期五

抛锚...

正所谓上班一条虫下班一条龙..这正是本人我啦.下年5.30分放工,我就摇身一变(改变自己)...整个人也变得精神弈弈. 正巧今天是妈妈和爸爸载我, 我们谈笑风生的当儿, 车子无法操作. 下车看个究其原因, 我们当然看不到问题在于哪里, 只好call foreman 啦..... 半个小时, 是半个小时..像model 一样站稳脚跟在路边..等啊等..蚊子从路边的草丛扑面而来, 难舍难分似的..幸运的是姐姐及时从蚊群中把我救出来.让我得已脱离群众(蚊虫)..haiz...又要抛出金钱把车子给驾会来.

2008年7月24日星期四

好久不见 sook yee

BI BI BI .....谁的SMS 啊!!该么老早就把我从纳闷的心情唤醒过来..很睏很睏...哇...一位很久不见的朋友..曾几何时你我出生入死的日子...真让我心有余悸...可能要面对选择的人生和大考试吧..让我在那时的日子很难过..当然, 甜蜜心酸样样有...四朵金花人人皆知...还是说回正题吧!!!他邀我gathering. I'm sorry...大忙人未能出来, 你必定很depress..你就和另一朵花去吧..我不想先答应你, 因为不想背着出尔反尔的名声.哈哈..你已为人妇了, 不会小气吧..当然, 我们会再见的机会...

2008年7月22日星期二

渴望的WORKING HOLIDAY


背着轻便的backpack独自或与一群臭味相投的partners.一起去travel ....这是我的梦想,我的爱好, 我的渴望.....梦想归梦想, 人总是要面对现实,面对社会. 我想..这已是离我很远很远了.....自3年前, 我从某某报张上认识了 WORKING HOLIDAY. 只要你是单身并年龄介于18-30, 就可以申请这个PROGRAMME. 当然PASSPORT 和FLIGHT TICKET 是无可避免的(要自备哦). 一生人只允许申请一次. 对我来说这可是个千载难逢的机会. 玩啊玩...做啊做....了解当地文化, 当地语言, 当地人情, 并且可以认识不同国籍的人. 黑人白人黄人...待续.....

2008年7月21日星期一

Sorry to u...

Sometime i hate of myself...why im so idiot...why im useless...i wanna ask my god ..can u tell me why...i really cant afford to do that...im so sorry ...

2008年7月20日星期日

调正身心的好心情


要有好心情, 必须调正心里面的障碍, 就像pub and bistro 里面的bar tendar, 从单一味道调配成无数无尽的tropica island, pink lady, bloody lady 等等的香醇与亮色齐全的好酒...你我也会想:"说..到是容易...当真正面对困难时...那怕你也难已释放自己的心灵, 面对调正." 不同人有着不同的想法. 乐观主义者, 悲观主义者, 两者不同的思维也可以散发出好心情, 而你是哪一种呢!

a friend, a buddy, a partner

Someone far away from you, someone near from you...No matter where are you standing around the world....Sure we can meet finally..